whats next??

im finally posting something again! yay... jean has started college and is already into the 3rd week.. or is it the 4th week?? anyways, college life is starting to drain me out... i feel that its such an effort just to drag myself out of bed just to get ready for coll.. i listen to ppl who are enjoying their coll and uni life.. why cant my coll life be like theirs?? few probs between frens have surfaced too..between this girl and that girl..that boy and that girl...the other boy and that boy... ppl behave certain ways and get on other ppl's nerves.. in this sem, out of 7 subjects, 6 are group assignments... i dont like group assignments!! its not that i dont like my group mates and my frens... its just really bothersome.. we all live far away from each other and none of us, including me, has the motivation to do the assignments.. is it because i cant work with other ppl? i dont know coz my other frens feel the same way too..

todays class was crap and a waste of time.. the lecturer was just writing notes on the board and reading it to us later on...gave us some exercise which she didnt even teach us how to do and thinks we are superhumans who have einsteins brains.. while she was 'teaching' in the front, we were busy munching seaweed, giant pocky sticks, mamee, and chewing gum at the back...playing games with our phones and texting each other and miss calling too.. doesnt it sound like school life??

ive been feeling up and down very often.. one day im hyper, the next im quiet..im really weird arent i?? my mood changes as fast as playboys change their girlfrens.. now where did that pepatah come from?? so random.. lol.. an apology to my frens.. u just have to bear with me..

whats next?? work? how is working life gonna be then?? doing the same thing everyday for years.. how are we gonna handle office politics too?? its a big world out there and im so not ready to face it..

well, this is life.. u just have to suck it up and face it.. u cant always have ur way and be on cloud 9..it rains on cloud 9 too btw..