clumsy

why am i so clumsy?? in the HR department for the 3rd week now and i think there is not a single day where i dont make a mistake.. seriously.. i dont know whats wrong with myself.. i really have to think over an instruction given to me, whether its just a simple one... i feel so blur and dumb... i think my supervisor will think im a dumb blond with black hair... sighhhh... i dont know what to do.. God help me.. im kinda depressed frequently... i need u God.. i need u... .... ..... ... ..