after writing that post and reading other people's blog, i feel much better.. my frown has loosened.. my breathing has evened.. a slight smile on my face.. i think i always feel better after letting out whats inside of me.. like how i told you of my frustrations and happenings last week, i felt better and drew a sigh of relief..
i wanna talk to you, God.. i wanna lie down on Your lap, and let You stroke my hair.. just lying there quietly... no conversation needed.. i just need to feel Your comfort.. the feeling that i was worth creating.. and it was worth it..the price You paid on the cross for me.. coz You love me so...thats what i've always dreamed of... will it happen some day?
okay.. time to cheer up! i watched a cooking show where this guy baked yummy chocolate brownies!! ooooooohh! i miss the time i used to bake! my cheesecake! my chocolate cake! the only problem with baking is that i dont know who is gonna finish what i baked.. i only want to taste a portion of it.. shall i approach my cute neighbour and let him be the mangsa of my experiments? i forgot his name already.. anyways, i really wanna bake again! my oven rosak-ed already... saddddd..
oh yea.. i was sick since monday.. monday was terrible.. thank God for helping me thru monday! tuesday was better.. wednesday was worse than tuesday but better than monday.. thursday is somewhere near wednesday.. so lets see how friday will be..
give thanks with a grateful heart! lets give thanks for every little thing.. hmmm.. how shall i start? thank God i made it back home safely? without Bianco getting scratched.. without Bianco kena hentam by that road bully.. thank God i reached home in 1hr 45mins and not 2hrs like on monday?? thank God its cold tonight and its so nice to sleeeeeeeeeppppp.. thank God tomoro is friday! im feeling better already! i can even smile a full smile now! =)
oh well.. im gonna head to my bed soon.. i've been having strange dreams lately.. people i dont even think of show up in my dream.. really weird! maybe i'll dream of you tonight? ;) *wink*
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