Thursday, January 5, 2012

Im Back / It's a phase

im back from my holiday!! woooootssss!! i have so many stories but i think it'll take afew hours to write it all down..all in all, flying alone wasnt that scary after all.. but getting lost in another country is! is that what im good at? i got lost in korea and singapore! and now, australia gets added to that list.. hahaha..

i was feeling kinda sad in the beginning of the trip coz i just couldnt fit in.. i wanted to go home and started to miss my friends..that comfort of familiarity.. i prayed for strength and it eventually got better.. God was indeed watching over me. Thanks God.. high 5!

on my last night there, i was feeling down but he told me not to feel so sad..'it's just a phase', he said.. i got hurt by that comment.. a phase? is that all u can say? ouchhh.. and i fell silent.. he tried to cheer me up.. he really did.. i tried to cheer up to make him feel better..

and im back home now. it was hard to adjust back to our lifestyle here/food/weather/time/people and i had to do it in 1 and a half days.. i guess i did alright adjusting back.. and although work was annoyingly irritating today, where some ppl didnt do what the work i handed over to them, and just waited almost 2 freakin weeks for me to come back and do it, i think i did okay today.. =)

i was in so much anticipation coming back home today.. was thinking about it the entire day and even smiled to myself.. now i feel so stupid.. im going down that road again.. and now, i agree with u.. i'll painfully blurt out, 'its a phase'.. its a phase that stays there and gets left behind.. coz its impossible..what about the saying 'nothing is impossible'? nahhh.. in this case, it is.... impossible =)

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