yes.. i dont know what to name this post.. oh well.. its tuesday tomoro and im not working coz i took leave till wed and was supposed to go kedah, then singapore but here i am at home coz mom had to suddenly attend a kursus.. no point cancelling my leave so i just have to carry on.. wanted to go shopping today but was lazy coz just came back from kedah yesterday.. sorry to bother aaron with my msges, asking him to go lepak.. i think this is the first time i ever msged him so many times? lols..
when i went to kedah, i was sick.. again.. after a long time.. it totally ruined my mood.. next morning, i woke up with both tonsils bengkak.. idk why that happened coz i think i drank sufficient amount of water.. thank God i could still eat normally.. after drinking loads of water and constantly pee-ing, it got better the next day and im better now.
ron kept asking me to go his house and bake so i went coz i had nothing to do at home anyways.. (i was supposed to clean up the house! :P)it was fun coz we weren't sure of what to do and i brought my chivas along.. we made 2 batches and turns out, the one with chivas looked better.. it wasnt so moist and buttery. oh well, it was an interesting session..
after today, i found out there were SO MANY gay guys.. SERIOUSLY! the number is alarming! the population is growing fast and i really wonder whats the reason?! i dont understand at all.. and a majority of them are good looking! a sad statistic for us girls! sighhh.. anyways, i cant help but think whats to become of the future.. what will happen in 10years time? people are becoming more open and before u know it, they're gonna be leisurely holding hands, walking along the streets and in malls.. some of them are my friends.. and.. i hate to admit it but they look so sweet together.. like.. they really belong together! i dont get it God.. how come it doesnt look and feel wrong anymore? it this what the devil wants us to think? to deceive us? how are we supposed to bring them back to you when it looks like all is fine with being gay? i really dont know and am confused.
once again, i dont know what to do with my troubled heart.. can i just take it out, erase that something and continue on? its so so frustrating! grrrrr!
anyways, i only have to go back to work on thursday.. which is a nice feeling.. but im dreading the amount of emails i have to read when i get back.. oh well, i'll deal with that when it comes.. now all i have to do is.. lepak! and find some kaki to do stuff with.. =)
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